Monday, October 12, 2009

GOD WHAT TO DO ? part2

today hmm..a very special day for a new couple...
congratulation... by the way i not going to tell the name first
because they do not want to let others know... lol..
really happy for them.. hope they can sweet sweet forever ya...

ok... finish people's story..
it is time to back to mine...
as usual i play with her...
it suppose to be happy right ?
but i not feeling so... because of her bf
she told me that she getting more close to his bf already...
and just respond "oh" cause i do not know how to answer her...
but for last time... i will sure say " good lah.... keep it on keep it on"
but now cant...

i tried so many times to pretend nothing to her even force myself also...
but still cant... just like can't take out her from my mind lah....
aiya...raelly don't know what to do....
ish feel so useless in this moment....
now what i can do is only love her from behind...
but will so painful...erm.. i mean now lah...

hmm...today i going to tell her some thing...
i will express my feeling to her...
i think that is the only way i can do already...
just bring it on lah...

actually should be write more detail...
but guys be understanding lah k ?
hmm...that all for this part first... tonight will be continue~

nite~~

Sunday, October 11, 2009

GOD WHAT TO DO ?

it seen my blog have long time din update already
it's time to update for few topic..hehe..

this is bad man...
i fall in with someone already ==
it suppose to be a good new but..
the bad new for this good new is...
the gal got bf ored....

it started few week before...
that time i also not really notice her...
but suddenly she join my gang( not BUCH and TARC gang ar) already...
usually she got join lah but seldom lo....

since she join already, of course i will sure play with her de mah..
this is normal me lah ( BUCH will knw~ Gabrian also~)
then i start kacao her lo...
as usual how to kacao girl like tat kacao her lo....
slowly i found out she also not bad mah...
quite leng lui also...but also not really bother la
after that then play more wit her already lo...
but slowly starting got feeling with her already...
is very happy when together with her..
but the problem is...
she got BF !!! is boyfriend !!! not best friend !! not boy's friend !!

haiz...this is a big big problem for me...
cause i fall in her which got a handsome ! clever ! rich !bf!
but his characteristic and attitude i dun know lah
but still never mind lah...
because as i know their relationship not really good lah..
y i say so ?
cause the gal accept the boy because he treat her extremely good...
maybe you will think her will like so bad...
but actually she wan to forgive her ex only...
and she also start know the boy more...
for me it will be a good start for her also gek..
cause relationship can slowly increase de mah...

but then the problem for now i fall into her already...
GG betul... haiz...
for now i just support her only lo...
company her do every things..
sometimes bully her and than sayang back her...
and soon on lo...

hmm...it is time to sleep lu~~
i think this is the story for today... i will continue it next time ya !!
hehe.. night~