Monday, October 12, 2009

GOD WHAT TO DO ? part2

today hmm..a very special day for a new couple...
congratulation... by the way i not going to tell the name first
because they do not want to let others know... lol..
really happy for them.. hope they can sweet sweet forever ya...

ok... finish people's story..
it is time to back to mine...
as usual i play with her...
it suppose to be happy right ?
but i not feeling so... because of her bf
she told me that she getting more close to his bf already...
and just respond "oh" cause i do not know how to answer her...
but for last time... i will sure say " good lah.... keep it on keep it on"
but now cant...

i tried so many times to pretend nothing to her even force myself also...
but still cant... just like can't take out her from my mind lah....
aiya...raelly don't know what to do....
ish feel so useless in this moment....
now what i can do is only love her from behind...
but will so painful...erm.. i mean now lah...

hmm...today i going to tell her some thing...
i will express my feeling to her...
i think that is the only way i can do already...
just bring it on lah...

actually should be write more detail...
but guys be understanding lah k ?
hmm...that all for this part first... tonight will be continue~

nite~~

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